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It was late and I was mad at my girlfriend

Enjoy me ranting on very little sleep about how much i hate everything and everyone.......keep in mind this stuff is diluted with the fact that i'm tired, and thus could not unless even partial rage and bitterness...mere slivers.....

vgTaRa: god
vgTaRa: i hate ppl
vgTaRa: lol
Slayngren: welcome to my everyday life
Slayngren: when everyone you know is barely a human being and people just lie their way through everyday in order to get as much pleasure as they can get out of everyone else with none of the responsibility
Slayngren: why don't we all just have sex and exploit eachother but i don't care who you are or what you want to become
Slayngren: in fact i couldn't give two shits about what you think about the world, or how scared you are, or how scared i am, and how absolutely everything is so fucked up that there's no longer any way to fix it
Slayngren: but i'm just content to lie to myself and provide immediate gratification so that for just a little while the fucking relationship heroin i pump into my veins will keep me from clawing my eyes out from the horrors of reality
Slayngren: .....whew
Slayngren: because no one wants love anymore
Slayngren: because real love is work
vgTaRa: amen keith
Slayngren: no everyone wants packaged love
vgTaRa: <3 you
Slayngren: that they can stick up their FUCKING POWDERED ASSES
vgTaRa: hahhaa
Slayngren: I HATE EVERYTHING SO MUCH GOD
Slayngren: and I KNOW that other people can see it to
Slayngren: that EVERYONE has at least an IDEA that this is not the way things are supposed to be
Slayngren: that we really COULD make things better if we'd just be willing to not think with our fucking groins for sixty fucking seconds
Slayngren: and i mean groins in a metaphorical sense, like our pleasure drive or what have you
Slayngren: WHAT"S IN IT FOR ME
Slayngren: HOW MANY PEBBLES CAN I SHOVE UP MY ASS
Slayngren: HOW MANY DOLLARS CAN I EAT BEFORE MY STOMACH EXPLODES
vgTaRa: hahahhah
Slayngren: HOW MANY PEOPLE CAN I SMOTHER WITH MY FECES
vgTaRa: chris's window = dread
vgTaRa: keith's window = bitter comradery
Slayngren: you realize that this is the tip of the fucking iceberg
Slayngren: and that i could rant about pretty much anything for hours
Slayngren: especially when it comes to hating people and the things they do
Slayngren: and how i consider them basically walking piles of vomit
Slayngren: buuuuuuuut enough of my boundless optimism for each new day
vgTaRa: you are <3
Slayngren: i am?
Slayngren: oh a walking pile of vomit?
Slayngren: yes
Slayngren: yes i am

Posted on Tuesday, October 12, 2004 at 03:33AM by Registered CommenterSubsume and Lick! | Comments3 Comments

Reader Comments (3)

here here! The nublet agrees forthwith.
October 12, 2004 | Unregistered CommenterNublet Extraordinaire®
keith i clicked on this link on ur website and it said i was a stalker. I am now weeping relentlessly in some dark corner.
October 28, 2004 | Unregistered Commenterjackee
good. that makes two of us.
October 29, 2004 | Unregistered Commenterkeith

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